A New Year!

I was thinking about the New Year today, found my mind wandering to music differences.  When I was growing up, I listened to songs like: "from a jack to a king, from loneliness to a wedding ring.  I played an ace and I won a queen. You made me king of your heart."    I always liked that song!  

But then I remembered another favorite:  "stand by your man, give him two arms to cling to, when the nights are cold and lonely".  Compare that to a recent country hit: "she's everything you're ever gonna need, and then I hope she cheats like you did on me."

Another comes to mind:  "c'mon people now. Smile on your brother, everybody get together, try to love one another right now."

Is music a sign of the times? Does it reflect what's going on at the moment? Or does it bode of things to come?

Either way, I believe music will be a part of the fabric of our lives.  But sometimes I find myself wishing for the old times, the old tunes:  "Sunday, Monday, happy days ....... "

Happy New Year to all!  🍾 🥂 

Slide Shows

When my Dad got cancer, I was living in another state.  I wanted to make sure I stayed in touch -- he wasn't much of a talker on the phone and I had only recently moved to Arizona, so I got out and took pictures of things. Sometimes I would write stories, sometimes I would write captions, trying to depict something like local history.  All in all, I guess I ended up sending 30 or 40 DVDs over the years.  

After Dad died, my aunt and I visited Mom, and I brought along a DVD to share.  They're only 10-15 mins long.  We were all sitting there watching when Mom's grandson drove up to wash his truck. She jumped up and ran out to help him.   After the DVD ended, I pulled it out and shoved it back in my suitcase.   I never made her another DVD again. 

Today, she was organizing things in her house and she wondered out loud to me on the phone if she should get rid of them.  Yeah, whatever.  And why not, she will never watch them again. 

Isn't it funny how its the little things that can create so much ill feelings.  I'm sure she doesn't realize it.  But that's my mom.

Just One More Call

Dear Aunt Margie:  its been a few years now, and I still miss you and your wisdom, your understanding and practical advice.  How I wish you were still here to help me navigate through this roller coaster of caring for mom.  I used to call you on Thursdays on my way home from work.  I still want to do that!!

Some days, I'm miserable when I ponder that mom could last another 20 years,  live as long as her dad did.  Then I feel guilty -- its not that I am wishing her gone, just trying to make plans.  Because I like things orderly!

Sometimes I lay in bed and think "what would Margie say??"  And sometimes I know the answer that comes to me is from you.   

What I wouldn't give to have just one more call with you!