Saturday, November 9, 2024

Back When

Back when I was working, I seemed to be so organized. Work all day, make a meal, do chores, take a walk, repeat again tomorrow.  Back then, I couldn't wait for the day when I could retire and do my own thing all day.

Back when I was working, I found time? or created time? to do extra things, like sit in the sun and read for a while. 

Back when I was raising kids, there seemed to be so much more time in my days.  Logically I know there are the same 24 hours.  But why does my time seem so much less than that??

Maybe I should go back to writing lists. Having a to do list, whether its written or just in your mind, seems to help get things done.  I do better when I'm on a schedule, but retirement has put me into a non  schedule mode, and that's not working for me.  Add in helping mom and my nephew and when there's a day where no help is needed, I do nothing. Or very little. 

Google says: "Predictable, repetitive routines are calming and help reduce anxiety. They'll also help you take control of your day and subsequently, your life. Start your day off right."

That's what I need.  It would do me a world of good.  I just need to start.

Maybe tomorrow. 



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