Typical day: get up, shower, get dressed, eat breakfast. After that, the day doesn't belong to me.
Drive to Moms. Today, she didn't like her brown chair in the living room even though its a smaller chair and fits her body. My thought was try it a couple days and see if the new chair is causing her pains. She sits in it about 15 hours a day! But no, not even 1 day and I'm moving it all back.
Drive mom to the eye doctor. There's an hour of sitting and waiting. Then she says oh yeah, I'm out of tylenol we need to stop at Walmart. Then its back to her house and sit and wait another hour to pick up MrZ.
Today, it was watching MrZ and MsJ until MrJ gets off work. Its almost 530, and still no word.
I know I'm supposed to "help for six months " while he is academy. But after? I'm burning miles and gas on my car, and its supposed to be my retirement car. But every day now its something. I might as well live at moms but f*ck th*t.
So I'm feeling a little worn out and used. My income doesn't allow me to spend monies on these kids. But here I am, doing just that. And yes, I promised dad I would take care of mom, but I had no idea how she can be.
Just another Friday night and feeling a little blue. Time for a good night's sleep and a better outlook tomorrow!
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