Whether its my being 'fanciful' or believing in things or maybe because I believe, I'm one of the lucky ones..... May is always a difficult month. Three years ago, the day before Mother's Day, my stepson was killed in a tragic accident. And I miss him every day; that will never change. Some days, something will come along and bring up a memory of him all over again, and whenever it happens, I always offer up a small salute of hello to him :)
This past week has been a little bit stressful, and it seems when things are at their worst, something good comes of it. Last night, in my dreams, I saw Dougie again. He hugged me tight, for sooooo long, and I told him (again) how much I miss him. He told me that everything's going to be ok, hugged me one last time, and was gone.
I woke up with a smile, as well as an ache. Whatever's on the other side of this life, I'm hoping Dougie is one of the first people I see waiting for me :)
Dougie:
You are missed
You are loved
Keep doing what you're doing
(and don't forget to stop back in now and then!)
I love you :)
No comments:
Post a Comment