Crazy Daze

Dear Brian,

It seems like there's never enough time to sit and put my thoughts down here.  It doesn't mean I don't think of you, and frankly, while I tell people I talk to Sadie, most of what I "tell her" are things I'd be telling you.  So maybe you're listening every now and then so I don't have to write every detail out.

If you have been listening, you know that things are family crazy right now  Antie lost her fight with cancer and took her wings.  But in the meantime, I think it's making the family crazy.  I went off the deep end and got all over their cases because they all went off and "did their own thing", leaving Grandma home alone,  4 days after her own daughter had died.  After hearing her in tears on the phone, I was livid.  You know how I get when I'm like that.  hahaha

Arrangements have finally been made, and we're all trying to make things work from our end.  With any luck .... what with all the COVID its hard to know what's actually able to happen, California being on lockdown still.   I picked out a dress and I'm going to wear the necklace you gave me.  Whenever I wear it, I feel closer to you. :)

I miss you each and every day. 
And I wish you were here.