Annnnticipation

What do you do when something you've been anticipating for a long time falls through?? Over a month ago, I put in for some much needed vacation time, and just like the last time, something happened at work to make it impossible for me to be gone for four days. By the same token, it wasn't working out on my friend's end either, so maybe this is the universe's way of conspiring ... er.... of letting me know that the timing isn't quite right! (yeah, yeah, I'm trying to keep that in mind!)

But it's difficult to get past the disappointment, or to dwell on all the reasons why, or why not. If it feels like I'm talking in circles? That's because I am! I wish I could say I'm understanding it all. But most of the time, its difficult to see and understand the bigger picture.

In the meantime, a lot of that free thinking time I've been using at the gym. 21 days into it, and I've logged 38.67 miles. For a total loss of 2 lbs. Which comes right back on, and more, depending on how much water I drink. Have I lost inches? nope. I think the only thing I've lost is my sanity.

This has not been a good week at all !!
Except for my friend, David, who just started a new job --- congrats !!!!

HUGS to everyone!