Wednesday, April 15, 2020

High's & Low's

Emotional highs and lows this past week!


  • My son's birthday - the first one without him
  • My dad's birthday - he's been gone 5 years now
  • Re-fi'd the house in order to take money out of equity and invest in some home repairs:  a new roof and a new AC unit.  
  • Tax refund received
  • Stimulus check received
It's not easy, all these things called "adulting".

I realize that no one said it would be easy.  

Emotional highs and lows - Resurfacing - Medium

When I was younger, on days when I was very down, I would question why God would give me two children with special needs, and the answer that always came back was "because you can handle this".  In my wise(r) old age, I don't ask this question any more because I am certain I'd get the same answer:  because you can handle this.  

Well, I'm handling it, but it's not always easy! 

I have my moments where I want to just give up and be done.  But there's always something else that needs doing, and you just keep moving forward, one step, one day at a time.  

And it's the little things that need doing that keep me going each day.

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