It's Friday, and I'm off work because I am covering the next 5 days for Reena, who is off on vacation. Not that anything is a vacation these days, just time away from work, since we're all still stuck at home in so many cases. This COVID thing is still making people a little bit crazy ... except for me. Things for me seem very normal -- I go to work and then I'm a home-body and enjoy my solitude!
But it's been a rough week for me. It feels as if every time I turn around, there's a reason to think about you and I get sad all over again, my heart breaks, I cry. I can't believe you you chose your way out. No matter how strong you think I am, it's not the same without you. I was strong because I needed to be, for my kids. Now there's not as much reason.
But I keep going because that's what I do.
How I wish ....
How I wonder ....
But I will never know.
I love you
Mom
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