Aimless wandering
From room to room
Clean this, Touch that
Ponder the whats, The whys
And the what's next
What will my next chapter look like?
I know we each have choices in what we want, what we do. When your life until now has been regulated by work hours, and everything else had to happen outside those work hours, choices were limited. But now that the work hours are gone, life isn't regulated anymore. And it feels... too loose. No more bosses looking over your shoulder, structuring your day. I was usually able to construct my own day of tasks, but feel like I'm ... floundering, in limbo. How do I get the structure back? Or do I need to?
I've always been driven by my accomplishments. It's what gave me my "feel goods" at the end of a day. And for the moment, there isn't much that HAS to be done - there's always tomorrow.
This just might be difficult for me. Maybe I need to consider it a challenge. Get my mindset accepting a personal To Do schedule.
It's too easy to do nothing.
Not so good for my mental health.
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