This is one of those holidays I don't like to celebrate. I do because of my daughter, and because my Mom expects it. Both my daughter and my nephew gave me flowers (which I love and appreciate!), but its just not my thing.
My son died. It will be 6 years in July. I miss him every day, and always will. My stepson, Dougie, died May, 2008. Another reason to dislike this holiday.
I miss hugs from both of them. They were kind and loving men. And they loved to jam on their guitars when they were together. I can't tell you how often I heard Crazy Train or The Reason by Hoobastank, or anything by Metallica or AC/DC. For them, the louder the better! Now when I hear any of those songs, it brings both love and heartbreak.
Someday, boys, I'll walk over Heaven with you!
Love, Mom
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