Showing posts with label feather. Show all posts
Showing posts with label feather. Show all posts

Saturday, October 12, 2019

It's Feathers!

Dear Brian,

It's Saturday, my day off, and there were so many things I thought to tell you, and now they've slipped my mind.  I've got a bad case of old-timers these days, and I'm not sure why.  OK.  I think I know why:  so many changes going on, and with them, a resistance to change for me.  As I get older, I'm more and more resistant to change.  But that's the new norm, so I have to get used to it.

Charlie is home from the hospital; Joe from across the street came over and we had a good chat.  He's the one who took the turtle - says it's doing well in his new home!  He took your .22 off my hands, and I'm happy it's no longer in the house.  We talked about the neighborhood and how things have been going.  I told him how I was a bit nervous after walking Sadie the other night.  He told me that the house cameras he has are set up to see the entire street, so he's been watching out, and that if I am ever nervous again, to come get him and he'll have a look around. 



I got a text from A yesterday. 
He was at a function in town, and writes: 

"Found this in the chair I sat on this morning... (a feather).
Took it off, threw it on the floor.
Went to check the schedule
And it was back on the chair
when I came back.
Brian is here with me" 


Thanks for letting us know that you're with us
in spirit, watching over. 







I miss you every day.
When I see someone on a bike, I do a double take
thinking I'll see you again.
I know in my mind it won't be you
but my heart wishes it was.
I'll be watching for your feathers!
Love,
Mom

Friday, October 4, 2019

The Feather

On a normal day off, I end up doing household chores - because owning a home means there is *always* something that needs be done.  Sunday, I was in and out of the backyard, trimming a bush, cleaning the patio, just letting Sadie out.  Things were cleaned up and looking good.

Late in the afternoon, I was letting Sadie out and I noticed a feather standing straight up in the rocks. Right where I found Brian on the day he died.  I was shocked and my mouth dropped open, I looked left and right, then back at the feather.  I couldn't help staring as I felt myself covered in goose bumps. 

I grabbed my camera and immediately took a photo so I didn't think I was imagining it.

Today, I checked on Google and found:  "Additionally, white is the color of angels, and thus if you see a white feather, it is the angel feather, a sign of protection and faith.  Seeing a white feather could be a direct communication from the angel to pass a message from your deceased loved ones, that they are well and safe in heaven".

This makes me smile.
I'd be happy to know that my son is safe and well in heaven.



I love you always, Brian!
Love, Mom