How much I miss your smiling face and your sense of humor. You didn't often share those with the whole world, just the people you were close to. I miss the sound of your voice and how you would fix things when they needed to be fixed. (by the way, my shower valve is acting up .... )
I dreamed of you last night. We must have been saying goodbye, because I held you tight and cried until you had to go. For some odd reason, you were wearing a flannel shirt. hehehe Familiar for Ohio, definitely not necessary for Arizona!
There was some kind of sonic boom last night around 1:30am. It woke me up, and I felt the percussion of it. It knocked my TV off, and all the street lights were out, even though the power stayed on. After that, I couldn't go back to sleep. Which means I'm extra tired today. But maybe that will be good; I have a weird shift on Monday, 4am-1pm. I don't know what my BigBox store is doing -- do you think HD would hire me?
With all you had going on with the ex GF, and working third shift for quite a while, you were definitely sleep deprived. Moving back home wasn't what you wanted to do, but was necessary. I'm sorry if you felt I pushed at you to be your "normal self" again. I scrolled through your photos on FB and realized that in your time with the ex GF, you lost weight, and your hair and skin wasn't the same any longer. All the stress and rough times was taking a toll. If only ....
I say that often to myself. I relive scenes in my brain and wish for a different outcome each time....
I miss you.
I love you.
Mom
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