The mind is a funny thing. Lately, my mind is all over the board, and looking back over my posts its all related to my mom. I keep trying to get to the bottom, to the reasons, and keep coming to the same conclusion. Its impossible to find (and correct) logic when there isn't any.
It reminds me of boxing. You're always off balance, trying to stay ahead or confuse the opponent. Yet the opponent is doing the same thing. If/when I pull away from mom, there's a "crisis" and I'm sucked back in.
And maybe just recognizing this will be a way for me to stay ahead of this little game. I haven't seen her since Monday evening, so just over two days. Its been nice!
It takes that long to get back to being me! I took a walk two days in a row, ate foods that are good for me, and worked on some scrapbooks.
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