Yesterday, I had a meltdown, total tears, feeling very low. Last week, my nephew asked me to watch one of the kids, and I couldn't. Then he called asking me to watch the other kid tomorrow after my dentist appt. *sigh* I couldn't say no, but it made me hit bottom.
There is just too much going on. Mom is extremely needy, and I have my own life to live in between all of her "episodes". Then more needs from another faction. It became too much.
I turned my phone off. I can't do any more for anyone else.
I need a break from all of this.
And as I sat here blubbering to myself, another jolt of remembering. I used to call home twice a week but I always talked to dad, rarely mom. I wonder why that popped into my head now??
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