Don't let it go to your head. I've heard that phrase a hundred or more times. And no matter how many times you said it, I ignored it, and it happened any how. I let what you said to me mean something other than what it really meant for you. Being female plays into that... men and women think differently. Doesn't change the fact that I did it, in spite of being told otherwise.
But no more.
What's said doesn't mean what's being said unless its followed up by an action that follows through on what's being said. And that, my friend, doesn't happen. At least, not often. There are only two times when something said was followed through with an action. Both of them were packages sent: in one, a movie, and a quote that I felt had a great deal of meaning. So much so, that I framed it and hung it on my wall. The other was the netbook. Hastily shoved in a box and sent. without a note.
But nope. Don't let it go to my head.
Hey, no worries. Doesn't happen any longer.
And for me, it's a very sad thing.
It means I've lost my hope. and a dream.
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