Thursdays!

On Thursdays, I have PT.  And lately, thats been the greatest day of the week! 

For one hour, I am focused on me. The rest of my jumbled life fades away and the only battle is for me to do better than I did last week. 

A short warm up, some deep stretches, table exercises, then the sled, the shuttle, some step ups and side steps. 

I know that I could make better progress if I could do more workouts at home, or hit the gym.  I am trying to squeeze in some time between the mom stuff, but there are so many things that need to be handled. 

I handle all of her "house stuff", banking and shopping. Along with all the same for my house.  Then there are 3 hour visits each day. Its a little bit overwhelming at times.

I'm worried about her state of mind, but with our history, I don't mention much because she feels criticized. Its a fine line between us.  Like today, she wants to go out but waits until I am there to wheel her out. She also waits to watch her soap operas until I can run the iPad for her.  I brought it so she could occupy her time when I'm NOT there. *sigh*  

So I just keep my thoughts to myself,  do what I can for her in my visits, then head home.

It ain't easy being me!