It's been quite a day... sleep escaped me around 4am, and I woke to the thought "Does real love end?" I didn't have an answer, but my mind turned it over and around for about an hour before I could drift back to sleep. What brings this to mind? Eh, lots of things. Three divorces. Love for family. Love for special friends who come and go in life. I don't think it really ends. I want to believe that there will always be a special place inside each of us that carries a piece of that love with us always. For me, that's true enough.
I spent a little time reading about auras. Does everyone believe they exist? Probably not. My own curiosity about them stems from the fact that I don't feel as 'normal' as I think others are, or feel. When I am around certain people, I'm very uncomfortable and have never had any real reason as to why that is. And I'm thinking maybe auras are a clue. Everything has an aura, an energy that radiates from it. One of the examples in the book shows a drawing of a person with an oval around them, and straight lines radiating outward - representing energy. Other people may have a different kind of energy, (sad, depressed, moody, or some other negative emotion) the drawing represented it by squiggly lines. When those two different types of people get close together, their auras mix, and maybe the straight energy isn't as straight anymore, absorbing some of the squiggly energy. And maybe that's what puts me off, or that I dislike having someone else's energy mixed with mine. I'll be reading more about that.
We have a super moon coming up June 23 -- is there something special you'll do for this occasion? I'll be just getting home from vacation that day - I wonder if there will be photo ops from the plane? Hmm I'm curious.
Got my hair colored and cut today -- I love being pampered by Erin! then I shopped. there was a section of clearance pants - $10 - and I grabbed two sizes, the one I think I wear, and the next size down. I went into the dressing room, grabbed a pair and slid into them. They were baggy in the butt and I thought hell, I'll try on the smaller size to see how they look. Much to my shock, those WERE the smaller size! boy oh boy, talk about excited :D I also got a denim jacket for $10, a casual tee and a new workout top. Wish they'd had the shorts I like on sale, I could have used another pair of those. Oh well, maybe next time.
When I got home, Sadie and I took a nap. I only intended to lay down for an hour; it turned into two hours and now I feel pretty good! Guess I needed the extra rest.
Happy weekend, everyone!
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