So Tired!

I am so tired today!
For some reason, Sadie didn't sleep much last night - I was up with her three different times.  Finally at 430am I decided I needed to get up and start my day. 

Inbetween getting up with Sadie, I was busy having dreams about an ex husband ... those always shake me up, because I wonder if there's any special message I'm supposed to get, or if I'm supposed to regret what happened?

*sigh*

For the past few nights, I've had many dreams.  And while I'm not writing them all down, nor am I remembering them, I'm always left with a lingering sense of something not all there; something missing.   But what are they trying to tell me? 

So I checked my iChing ... and got "Permanence.  There is nothing to be found here of what one is looking for."  

so is it saying something like ... what I'm looking for can't be found in the place that I'm looking?  I wonder if that's part of the dreams I had.  The one vision that lingered was of my ex as a younger man, well dressed, and smiling.  My wish list is more abstract than specific; its not about hair color or eye color, and more about character qualities!

On that note, since its getting late.....
Here's hoping that tonight's sleep is restful!