Monday, September 17, 2012

Ouch

I've been sitting,
trying to keep my mind occupied
this evening. 
I think this is the first time in years,
literally years,
since I didn't spend time with him
talking about anything and everything. 
And its been so very hard. 
I wonder how strong I can be,
how long I will stick to my principle. 
I've had a headache all day,
along with aches and pains everywhere. 

I'm tired, but can't sleep
when my eyes close,
I dream.
bad dreams.

*sigh*
I should try and get some sleep.
More tomorrow.

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