Sometimes I wonder: Do I care if anyone reads this? No, not really. So why write it? Sometimes its just to express myself. I'm an introvert, and keep a lot of things inside. Maybe that's not good, but a history of bad relationships has made the problem worse for me. I am (mostly) content to live out my days here in my little house, with my little dog, running my errands and jaunts to places to take pictures. I work at a job that's not overly fulfilling in the bigger sense of the word. But its a job, I do mine well, and I take pride in keeping what's my responsibility on the up side of things.
I'm sitting outside here in the Valley of the Sun (where its currently 98 degrees in the shade). Sadie has the run of the yard. She just climbed into the planter box -- full of cactus, but she doesn't seem to mind! -- and flopped down, just enough that her nose peeks over the edge. She's eyeballing her tennis ball. I wonder sometimes if she thinks it will move all on its own! After about 20 seconds of eyeballing it, she pounces out and on top of the ball. lol she's really a nutty dog sometimes! But she's also a joy, and good company.
Today could have been a very rough day if I hadn't had a project to keep me extremely busy. It helped me to ignore the little problem for the time being. And I was grateful. (Maybe some day I'll mention it - but for now, I need to keep it to myself.)
In the meantime, my yard is prepped. My fire pit is centered in the patio, with said bucket of water next to it. My two chairs are ready to be sat in. I also am going to use my "Goddess" candle in a candle holder, mostly for looks. The things I want to burn are on my desk. You can't imagine how hard this is going to be. But it needs to be done. I can't decide if I'm more excited, or more worried. Maybe its more about being anxious about the future.
Ok. that's my little bit for today. Time to do real life things again.
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