Wonderings

why am I here?
what am I to you?

am I just something to pass time when there's nothing else to be done?

Its Friday night, and here I sit.
waiting.
wondering.
waiting some more.

This is bullshit. 
I should be mad.
I shouldn't be settling
for something less than I deserve.


my iChing at the moment:

Providing.
The woman is strong.
No use to marry the woman.

For the provision of something one is dependent on someone in a strong position. One cannot win this person over to one's own side.

*shakes head*