Livin' Country

I miss my friend
The one my heart and soul confided in
The one I felt the safest with
The one who knew just what to say to make me laugh again
And let the light back in

~Song performed by Darryl Worley
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Life ain't always beautiful, Sometimes it's just plain hard
Life can knock you down, it can break your heart


Life ain't always beautiful, you think you're on your way
And it's just a dead end road at the end of the day


But the struggles make you stronger, and the changes make you wise
and happiness has its own way of takin' its sweet time.

No, life ain't always beautiful, tears will fall sometimes
Life ain't always beautiful, but its a beautiful ride.
~Song performed by Gary Allen
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sometimes i feel like i live my life in a country song.
especially when things don't go the way they should.
and some days, its really hard.  i miss having someone
to confide in, to share with.  but i think it really sunk
in today, that i can't be sharing thoughts and events
with someone who can't be there for me. 
especially given how close i thought we were.