what do you do when you find yourself stuck? sometimes it seems that no matter which way we turn, which path we take, it always leads us back to where we were trying to get out of in the first place.
Sometimes we move through situations, life circumstances, thinking that "this too shall pass" and yet there are moments when we come to the realization that we're repeating things we've already been through. Some say that we need to be thunked over the head with a 2x4 in order to learn a lesson, but damn, sometimes that's harsh!
I seem to be stuck in a place that, frankly, I don't like being in. But no matter what I do, I'm always drawn back to the same place, because I know deep in my heart and soul that it's supposed to be. And yet. Maybe I'm only fooling myself. Maybe I'm only pretending.
Why is it so easy to love a man who's unavailable?
Is it some deep dark thing because in my heart of hearts
I don't want to share my entire life, just parts of it?
I've often said I need to find a long haul trucker,
someone who's with me just one weekend a month *laughs*
I am a strong, independent woman.
And I make my own choices.
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