Saturday, July 7, 2012

Que Sera

Well.  It hit me today.  A partial panic attack of sorts.  My heart pounds, and I'm antsy, can't sit still.  I know that logically, I should be full of anger.  And instead, I'm hurting, feeling the pain of losing my best friend.  And logic says that its only a matter of time if it hasn't already happened, that he finds someone else to ... take my place.  

And in the words of a favorite, Doris Day, .....  'que sera sera', whatever will be, will be.  

And with a long lonely sigh, 
I'm going to toss in an old 70s movie, 
and clean my room.  
Thoroughly.  
Because it needs to be done.

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