Friday, July 20, 2012

Raw

laid down to take a nap
eyes drifted closed
the Highwaymen on the stereo

but I can't sleep
I only doze or rest
but no real sleep
there is a burning in
the pit of my stomach.

I keep busy so I don't
feel the pain
or acknowledge what I'm feeling.

A good friend and counselor advised
something new every day.
break the pattern.
change your habits.

But does that really change anything?

i believed you
i believed in you
i believed in your love
i believed in your dreams
i believed in a future
And you let me.
knowing it wasn't real

i think that's what hurts the most



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